“Normal Job”

All I want is a normal job. Why am I so scared of having a normal job? I don’t want to deal with people. Under what circumstances? Is it all people? Certain people? What level of interaction do I want?

I’m scared of being forced back into management. I don’t want to be a boss. Too much responsibility. I don’t want to be the one everyone blames when shit hits the fan. I don’t know what would make that worth it for me.

Would driving the Zamboni make it worth it to me? I just want to drive the Zamboni. It looks like an old school garbage truck. I’m looking to make my 5-year-old dreams come true.

Can we make that happen for him? Or will we let him down? Can we deal with humans enough? Or will it be too fucking much?

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